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Sexual Death

by Wynton Existing

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1.
All these humans came from a cage Hell's the only place you are safe Only way to go is back up God looks down on me from above We don't have a choice We step into the void Eating us alive, how dare we have a voice I don't want to know It won't pertain to me Wasting all my time When I could have been free Watch these mouths all moving at once Trauma weighs on you by the ton Tear off the wings of the fly And watch me fall straight out of the sky We don't have a choice We step into the void Eating us alive, how dare we have a voice I don't want to know It won't pertain to me Wasting all my time When I could have been free.
2.
Being 04:49
I am not a lover I am not a fighter I am just another Being Life is by no artist But the crashing of a comet Tell me what they're seeing Seeing A piece of world Have a feast Dying for One planet to eat And I am starving But no soul fills this black hole I am not a lover I am not a fighter I am just another Being.
3.
Off I go To ride the wave The canceled mind It runs away They're my mistakes Into my grave I just want the love That you once gave I just want the love That you once gave A solid truce That we both break I just want the love That you once gave I just want the love That you once gave I just want your love.
4.
Empty Remedy Dead Astrology This corpse will decay There's no other way There's no other way There's no other way You'll meet me down in the dirt Forever we lay There's no time to stop Lonely at the top No more holidays There's no other way There's no other way There's no other way You'll meet me down in the dirt Forever we lay I am not a man I'm an animal Who is free to roam You couldn't save my soul, yeah Know thy enemy Empty remedy Soon there'll come day There's no other way There's no other way You'll meet me down in the dirt Forever we lay You'll meet me down in the dirt Forever.
5.
Oh my God, what have I done? I never meant to hurt no one Broke some hearts and hung some heads Stomped on the birds and stole their bread I'm just a scoundrel in disguise A happy song that makes you cry I'll tuck myself in every night Until I learn to make this right I used to think that I was fine That I would come around on time Just kiss the old me while he sleeps And don't tell him of the day he died Sing him a lullaby And to admit that I am vain That slightest smirk when I feel pain This circus tent set to explode My favorite limbs spilled on the road It's like a creature crawled onto my back And told me all these dirty deeds Wish that I could apologize For what that devil did to me Well, I can't help but do this to myself The clock is ticking, yeah I'll see you all in hell Oh, I need an angel on my side Well if I'm corrupting you And you're corrupting me Maybe this is love But probably not But it's worth a shot Straight into my head Because I'm dead tired of being this fool No where to go but down Except for this moment When we're right here together And they watch me be a clown But I just wanna say- We all get upset When we're thinking about All the mistakes that we've made But it's a part of our journey Rise again when we're down So, thanks for keeping me around.
6.
Tomtom Song 05:16
Tight skin, loose bones It's all I ever known All I ever known All I ever known The search for a home It's all I ever known All I ever known All I ever known Snake haired Gorgon She turned me into stone Turned me into stone Turned me into stone Why can't I just shut up? Close my eyes, wake me up Cold ice cream cone The flavor is unknown It's dripping down my hand Now that I eat it all alone The search for a home It's all I ever known All I ever known All I ever known Last pair of jeans They're old tired and worn Ripping at the seams From these holes I never sewn Wish that I could just shut up Close my eyes, wake me up Want to run, but I'm stuck Guess that I'm shit out of luck.
7.
End of Time 03:02
She fell from the sky and hit the dirt It got in my eye She came here to see the end of the world I was ready to fly, I've earned my wings And willing to die She convinced me to say a couple more days Until the end of time The end of time I was holding her high, my feet in the mud Feeling like a slut She thought she was taller then me And stomped on my guts All the memories we made, they all seem to fade I'm clouded by hate Oh, what's done is done I guess that I'll stay Until the end of time The end of time.
8.
Who the hell am I to you? Some dumb figure you screwed Funny how fame falls into shame So fast I ain't coming back Help me seek out the truth All my secrets in you Well rumor has it you might get bit No dog would lick your boot Bring out your dead, bring out your dead Shoot 'em in the head, shoot 'em in the head Bring out your dead, bring out your dead Shoot 'em in the head, in the fucking head Am I dead to you? Help me seek out the truth All my secrets in you She was so young, ripped out her tongue Don't speak a word again Bring out your dead, bring out your dead Shoot 'em in the head, shoot 'em in the head Bring out your dead, bring out your dead Shoot 'em in the head, in the fucking head I am dead to you.
9.
Exodus 04:47
Exodus Satan's son Reap the spoils We all won Hear me howl All night long Animals start writing songs, yeah Persevere Procreate Your God likes to masterbate Turn the page Shocking news Clap your hands Sing a tune, yeah.
10.
Sexual Death 11:11
The humans are fucked By the bullet of a gun Rotten flesh we're fed Just shoot me in the head Burning through my tongue Smoke, it fills my lungs I beckon on my knees The sweetest last release The red, it turns black A thousand heartattacks Broken and tired Just set it on fire.

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"Sexual Death is the heaviest album I have been a part of in reflection to the heaviest period of my life thus far.
It starts with Wings of the Fly, a chaotic surf punk number that reflects the hopelessness I felt at the time. I really enjoy the lines “hell’s the only place you are safe, the only way to go’s back up”, a glimpse of optimism sitting at the bottom of the barrel.
The album ends on the self titled song ‘Sexual Death’ an 11:11 minute Stoner/Doom song full of an array of wild textures and layers and easily the heaviest song I have ever played.
Everything in between continues to cater to the vibe, sprinkled in with my staple psychedelia and even a folk punk tune with a banjo. The album lives in darkness but there is certainly a few glimpses of the sun. I highly recommend a straight through listen.

These sessions were short spontaneous bursts that included taking turns lying in an ice bath to pick up authentic shivers and moans, recording and warping cellphone audio through a guitar pickup, throwing eating utensils (that we still use) at a dirty grate and other weird odds and ends to create the sound we envisioned.

There is a lot of great songs to chew on in Sexual Death, I’m so proud to finally be here at release day. If it weren’t for working on this album, I don’t know where I would be today. I think in many ways this album saved me, reminded me to keep going, keep trying. Nobody needs to suffer alone
I'm relieved this phase of my life is behind me, but I'm so grateful it happened so that I could create a piece of art that I've never been more proud of."



-Wynton Huddle

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released February 18, 2023

Wynton Existing is:
Wynton Huddle: Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Sitar, Synth, Percussion
Gavin Gates: Drums, Percussion, Backing Vocals

Willy Davis: Banjo for Scoundrel in Disguise
Shawn Bowen: Djuns, Goat Toenails, Doumbek, Djembe for Tom Tom Song
Tyrell Williams: Bass for Juicy Prevalence, Tomtom Song & Exodus
David Estes: Bass for Sexual Death

All songs written by Wynton Huddle with the exception of 'Sexual Death' written by Wynton Huddle and Gavin Gates
Recorded by G. Gates
Produced by G. Gates and W. Huddle
Scoundrel in Disguise recorded by Mike Wee
Juicy Prevalence recorded by Gavin Gates and Layne Robertson
Sexual Death recorded by Gavin Gates and David Estes

Recorded at:
The Gates residence in Marietta, PA
Montgomery Parkway, Clarksville TN
Nashville, TN

Special thanks: The Gates for dealing with our loud and strange noises for the first half of the album. Charlie Holt for letting us record Sexual Death and rehearse in their studio. Michael Miller for lending us his Marshall stack. Life's strange spirals, twists, turns and burns that have brought us together to create this moment in time. You for caring enough to read any of this.

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By Westernsun Media
Inside cover image by Katheryne Jones

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I create music because I have to, and I hope to play a small role in reminding people they're alive.

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